Tuesday, June 27, 2006
today . went to sch .
sian . wake up so early =(
tired .
i go to sch like blur blur .
i forgot where i sit ?
i feel so weird in uniform
my skirt so loose .
feels so long
arghhhh .
after sch . went pp .
eat yoshinoya . talk talk talk .
laugh laugh .
was super high today =)
went to macs sit
talk talk .
laugh like mad ?
talk bout all our probs .
fun day .
we talk alot la .
talk till 5 . haha
go popular buy graph paper .
go hm .
eat dinner .
do maths .
going restart com .
bye bye =)
the memories have shattered 10:57 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
just came back arnd 8 plus this morning
so didnt go to sch
was really sick anyway .
vomiting, fever , cough . =(
in the airport stomach damn pain also
came hm check hp . 6 days nv charge still almost full
not bad not bad
reply ppl .many ppl dont know i went overseas .
so keep smsing me . sorry ppl =)
after awhile did research for history project .
then went to sleep .
in the plane cnt slp . so uncomfortable la .
slp on my bed till so shiok
but lie down den ppl sms me .
reply and reply . after 2 hours then slp
woke up at 1.30 .
late le ! suppose to meet manfen at 2 !
someor at kallang so far !
change change . get ready .
then zoom zoom go bus stop
haha . reached 2.30 =X
sorry =D
went hm at 4 plus .
play com , sms
eat dinner
talk on phone .
slp =)
the memories have shattered 10:43 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
havent been posting .
today . fun day =D
morning . patrick came to my house . talk talk . he slp on my bed like so shiok like that . haha . keep suaning him pig . he took his chocolates . chocolate oso cnt open . weak =D
11 plus left my house . headed to town . i am like a tour guide la . he doesnt know anywhere . even if he know . he not sure not sure . haha .
sooo . we went to heeren to buy that mug . in the end it was sold out ! haha . suay la . so we went to centrepoint to find something to give his father ? couldnt find anything nice . he wanted to buy some tea thing . damn retarded la . then we went to john little to search someor . in the end we bought 1 white polo shirt . the material very nice ! haha .
after that . we went to heeren to eat sushi !!! yay ! many things happen there . dont 1 to say . very paiseh . haha . anyway the food was great ! yum yum . someor he treat ! make me feel more shiok . haha .
after eating . was super full la . like i gain 1 kg la . haha . walked to fareast . shopping for shirts for him . while looking . haiyan called . he already reached ? so fast la . patrick say he bathed 1 hr . in the end he reached in 1 hour ? madness . so we rush rush . walked there . meet him . every1 like silent . haiyan wanted to play arcade . so me and patrick go shopping someor . haha . went to wisma !
fcuk shirts werent that nice . so brought him to topman . the shirt very nice ! he saw the price .he damn shock la . $53 . but the shirt was nice . so worth it ! nice nice . after buying the shirt went to meet haiyan .
i left . suppose to go hm . then sms charm . she asked me to join her to send rowena to airport . so met charm , xinyi , amanda and zaki in the bus . haha .
reached airport . running around with charmain on the trolley . madness . fun fun . after send her . went to parkway hotshots . ate . half half with charm . i ate faster than charm . FINALLY ! . yay !
took 43 hm . reached hm at 10 plus
2 am . watched some show called the dead will tell . so scary la . i damn scared la . first time i scared coz of horror movies la . keep calling patrick . he suppose to ton with me . in the end he slp . grr . i cnt tahan i run up . cnt watch . scary ! the ghost ! arghh . im scared now .
bye bye
the memories have shattered 8:27 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
its 1.26 now . going to leave soon .
hmm . will miss my friends and family
life this past 6 mths really sucks
my grandfather is really sick
he is gone , not even talking to me
my friends are drifting
my family is getting complicated
my friends are changing
i dont feel the same when i talk to them
its like talking to another person
i have nothing left .
the next few days i guess i can try to solve all this problems
i dont know how .
how to be happy ?
really dont know anymore .
i try to smile . but my heart still aches
if only he would say goodbye
i will miss you ppl . esp charm ,nicole , juliana , melanie , hazel , karina , patrick and senpang and everyone reading my blog .
bye bye . take care . shall post when i get back . loves -
the memories have shattered 1:28 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
I ache for your touch..
I search for your smile..
I yearn to see your eyes..
Where are you?
Why are you in my heart, but not in my life?
120 days without you ; i miss you
the memories have shattered 6:28 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
what am i doing .
banging my head onto walls
hoping to relief the pain .
the pains still hasnt gone .
every thought of you hurts
the memories .
i hate life !
why cant i just lead a happy life!
why must there love .
why must there be hatred !
why is it so wrong to love someone
why must i be ignored
i need you
i miss you
i love you
all i want is you
i wanna wake up where you are
the memories have shattered 9:41 PM
